RETURN TO YOUR FIRST LOVE
We are living in the last of the last days before the return of Jesus Christ and the catching away of the Church to meet Him in the
air.  This truth makes this time period very critical to God and to us.  The apostle Peter writes this in I Peter 4:17
"For the time has
come for judgment to begin at the house of God; and if it begins with us first, what will the end of those who do not obey the gospel
of God?”

We should ask ourselves what Peter meant here when he says “the time has come for judgment.” The first thing we must accept is
that if Peter thought the time for judgment had come 2000 years ago, it is certainly the time for us today in the modern Church.  So
what exactly does this word judgment mean to us?  Peter is admonishing the people of God to judge themselves. This judgment is
not a judgment by God, but it is where the saints take an honest look in the mirror and allow the Spirit of God to reveal to them
what is really in their hearts.  Once the truth is revealed, there is a genuine, from-the-heart repentance and turning from sin and
error. (II Timothy 2:19-21)  As Peter notes, the saints of God are the first ones to enter into judgment, and this judgment happens
now, in this age.  But the judgment of the world will take place at the Great White throne judgment. (Revelations 20)  Satan, his
hordes of evil spirits, and everyone whose name is not found in the Book of Life will be cast into the lake of fire for all eternity.

I want to show you the kind of judgment Peter refers to, it is found in Revelations 2:1-7 in the letter to the church at Ephesus.  Read
this passage closely and especially note verse 4.  It is interesting to see that this church was apparently a very dynamic and
persevering church.  The Lord commends them for being hard workers in the Kingdom of God, for being patient, and for their non-
tolerance of counterfeit apostles.  So, we can see that this was a church that, at least on the surface, looked good.  Perhaps we
could liken it to the beautiful church houses around us with impressive campuses, towering steeples and manicured lawns. They
have every imaginable program for every age and segment of people in society. They have multiple services each Sunday morning
and a host of other activities during the week. Maybe they look like the church at Ephesus did in the first century – impressive.

But we cannot overlook verse 4.  It is in this verse we see God’s disapproval with them.  We must see clearly what He says to this
church, and make every effort to learn from their mistakes and adjust ourselves accordingly.  To do this not only wise, it is
mandatory.

There is a strong covenantal phrase in verse 4 that is our key here: “…your first love…” What you are seeing in the word “first” has
a two-fold meaning.  First of all, it implies priority.  When someone is first in the eyes of another person, they are #1 to them.  They
hold the highest possible place of priority.  The second connotation of the word “first” has to do with the idea of happening first.  
Chronologically the first love was the first one with whom they fell in love.  So as we mesh these two concepts into the meaning of
this phrase, we see what God is saying to these Christians.  He is saying that He wants first place in their hearts (and lives) and He
wants it to be as it was when they first met Him and had that initial sold-out feeling and commitment to Him.  What God is looking for
is a pure relationship with His children.

The saints at Ephesus had fallen into the performance trap.  They were doing all the right things, weren’t they?  They looked
good.  They had some good things going.  But, their focus that once was on Jesus, had been shifted to performing within the
church.  The danger in this kind of error is that we are lulled into deception; we think we are OK with God because of all the good
stuff we are doing for Him.  Can you see the error in this?  The Lord desires relationship, not just performance.  Our covenant with
Him is built on a family relationship; religion is the practice of doing good things to impress God or stay in His graces.  As we can
see , such a notion is a wrong one that has dire repercussions!

We have allowed disappointments to diminish our faith.  We have gotten our eyes over on others and saw their imperfections, and
it caused us to stumble a bit.  We’ve opened the doors of our minds to the evil in the world, and it has dulled our spirits and sapped
our spiritual strength.  Serving Jesus has become a burden.  Something has to change!

The Lord was calling the Ephesus church to repentance; He is also calling today’s Church to repentance.  We must hear the
admonition of Father God to “…remember from where you have fallen…” Do you remember there was a purity and holiness when
you were first born again.  Zeal for Jesus consumed you and you could hardly contain your excitement over your transformation.  
You looked forward to being in church and you devoured every word from the pulpit.  You could hardly wait to get up in the
morning to get back into the Word to discover some new revelation.  Your prayers were faith-filled as the prayers of a child, and
you even saw them answered.  You walked with God.  You communed with God.  You loved God.  He is now calling you back to
that fresh, new, wonderful walk with Him.  Go there.  I encourage you to return to your first love and enjoy the fullness of joy that
only happens in the presence of the Lord.